Let Go

"How disgusting." I can't tell which character I am, but yes - you are.

It ended so simply. Since the end of high school I tried to sustain our friendship despite her self-destructive behavior, and it hurt trying to stop something from dying. But finally the flames of destruction became too much to breathe, and when you notice that the recipient you are attempting to help does nothing in assistance, and worse, hurts you, the spirit has no choice but to LET GO.

I vanished her from my life: a conclusion so simple, yet brutal. Immediately all the feelings of resentment and hurt vanished as well.

You were my sister.

There is no Us.

You are no longer in my life.

I fucking tried.

Fuck you.

I fucking tried.